Greg ([info]slightlyloaded) wrote,
@ 2004-05-11 10:12:00
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up in the daylight
i hate mornings , i dont do mornings.
i was woken up about 8 am i am really sick right now been having belly aches and ect. went to see van hellsing , it was fucken awesome . well what i did manage to see of it. i was made that they never showed dr jeckal and mr hyde in the preveiws . no i am not giving shit away but hey i would have wanted to know bout him he is one of my fav charicters .

i know its hard to be alone , i knew what it was gonna be like before i left crystal , but i still loath this feeling . i wish i had that one true love , that feeling of not being along , having someone to share everything with. thats what i lack, not the physical nature of a relationship just the mental parts of it . i am a person of habit, and in that i cant do my normal day to day plans . i am however dealing with it . i hate to say this but i actually miss her sometimes . she was a bitch , but hey least she did have some good points.

today i am using my mothers laptop , its far better then mine so this is slightly easyer to do . i cant play eq on this or on mine , but after i get a job i will buy a new pc or have my old one upgraded .

lastly i have astupid question

when A faggat farts or shits is it considered getting off?


well, check yas laters



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uhm
[info]starynight8563
2004-05-12 06:12 pm UTC (link)
if i got u in trouble, i appologize, but when he said i was lying, that was it, that was the final straw...i never said it was you that told me all those things, i never said that it was you that told me he was screwing around on me behind my back, i just told him to ask u if u have heard it, and you said no...so now, that just makes him think of me more as a liar, and that's something that i can't change...

again, if i got u introuble with billy, that was never my intention, but i'm done, done with it all...he can threaten me with breaking up with me, he's good at that! but i'm tired greg, so very tired, i'm tired of it always being my fault, i mean, if i can't trust what you say to me, then who can i trust? you yourself said taht billy is lying to my face, so now what? where do i go from here?

i honestly don't know who to believe anymore..

who can i trust?

is there anything left for me to hold on to?

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